Today's admission of innocence has come unexpectedly, through fasting, prayer meditation and reading of Yahweh's words. Psalms Chapter 8 in the hallelujah scripture. I encountered people today that were in position to help and I asked for the help.
Then to my surprise watched as they struggled to do so. Now, let me clear. Nothing I am use to, I grew up around bad mother***ERS! Police officers included. And knew people getting helped first hand. It's all I know,....
I never saw the struggle to do it. Which is one of reasons I give bad people a pass. We all can't be good someone has to be bad. I can respect it, there's honor in it. But in my lifetime, it's been the so, call good people who seem to fall short in that department.
There wasn't any, even now, today I also received assistance when asked from a familiar source. I know that energy is comfort food to me, it's where I live and breathe. I am going back to school to get my bachelor's in social work, my master's degree and then my pHD.
I feel like I am here to help people in whatever way a person may feel help is needed. And I don't care if a person is not a certain way about it. I want the answer to these questions. How can I help you feel better? Is it okay if we laugh together?
What makes you happy? How can I be useful? I want to work in a field where everyone gives a damn without struggling. I love the fact that I live in a city where pubic transportation can take you anywhere you want to go at any given time.
I love that I live in a town that never sleeps.
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