Privacy is not a victimless crime

I woke up in the middle of the night because my spirit was telling me something was off.

I went to the bathroom washed my face and returned to bed. Then a thought came to my mind, it was not too long after my father had been killed, I was seeing a therapist.

proverbs of Solomon

Proverbs 25:2

It is the glory of God to conceal a thing,

    but the glory of kings is to search out a matter.

  I asked my social worker at the time to place be somewhere, other than home. And she helped me accomplish this. I couldn't put it into words at the time because I was just a pre-teen. I now know, my home life had become so, dysfunctional.

Proverbs 25:3-4

As the heavens for height, and the earth for depth,

    so the hearts of kings are unsearchable.

Take away the dross from the silver,

    and material comes out for the refiner;

Preceding the death of my dad. I think I just needed to witness an example of it up close on a bigger scale. It helped me a lot, I processed his death without getting into any negative elements of the streets. I was in a cottage in Staten Island, NY.

Proverbs 25:5

Take away the wicked from the king’s presence,

    and his throne will be established in righteousness.

Therefore, it was people there from all sorts of the spectrum and backgrounds only 

up to age 21. Some were put their by the courts. Others by their family, those factors played a part in where you were housed, also different levels they called achievements.

Proverbs 25:6

Don’t exalt yourself in the presence of the king,

    or claim a place among great men

A person could make each level which came with it additional perks and freedoms. The best cottages in the group home, was A Cottage A, and a nun prepared our meals. She was always there in.the mornings and after school.

Proverbs 25:7

for it is better that it be said to you, “Come up here,”

    than that you should be put lower in the presence of the prince,

    whom your eyes have seen.

 I used to run up and down the stairs all the time because I grew up doing it in my building on my block, in my old neighborhood. We lived on the fourth floor. A small building there were only two apartments on each floor. At times the nun would stop me.

Proverbs 25:8

Don’t be hasty in bringing charges to court.

    What will you do in the end when your neighbor shames you?

 Gently, place both her hands around my face kiss me on the forehead. I dismissed it, I didn't think nothing of it, because I was recognized that energy at home with my family. Not sure why this memory popped in my head,I looked at the clock it said 3:33am. 

Proverbs 25:9

Debate your case with your neighbor,

    and don’t betray the confidence of another,